This blog is definitely NSFW and not spoiler free.

I'm heeroluva, a slash fanfic writer. I currently post a lot of Avengers, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Star Trek, Mass Effect, Dragon Age, anime, and cat pictures, but a little bit of everything is likely to appear here. I'm liberal and that's likely to show as well.

“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.”


No Going Back (3492 words) by heeroluva [AO3]

Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: James “Bucky” Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James “Bucky” Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Angst, Bloodplay, Knifeplay, Oral Sex, Shower Sex, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Spoilers, Mildly Dubious Consent, Inspired by Fanart

Bucky struggles with what he’s learned, who he is, and who he was. Of course, Steve is along for the ride, and it’s not an easy one.

This work was inspired by this very NSFW image. Seriously go check it out.

Fic: Broken God (Avengers, Thor, Loki/Thor, Odin, PG-13)

Contains: dark, angst, hurt/comfort, nongraphic mpreg, kidnapping, psuedo-incest
Words: 2212
Summary: The void is not kind to Loki. Odin is even less so. 

Thrice Loki’s body swelled with life as he fell through the darkness of the void, those that had long since been cast out and banished, seeking a way to be reborn. And trice did Odin come and take his children from him, all the while ignoring Loki’s soundless screams. It mattered not that they were not of Loki’s choice. All that mattered was that they were <i>his</i>.

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The Sting of Jealousy

Author: heeroluva
Fandom: Sherlock
Pairing: one-sided Lestrade/Sherlock, John/Sherlock
Rating: PG
Contains: angst, past drug use, introspection, asexual Sherlock
Words: 369
Spoilers: none
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. I just like to play with them.
Summary: Lestrade never had a chance.
Notes: All mistakes are mine. Feel free to let me know if you see any. As always feedback is appreciated.

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Common Ground

Author: heeroluva
Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
Pairing: John/Ronon
Rating: PG-13
Contains: asexual John, BDSM relationship, brief mention of bondage/impact play 
Words: 731
Summary: Ronon learns a lot from watching John. He learns even more with a kiss.

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Author: heeroluva
Fandom: Sherlock
Pairing: John/Sherlock
Rating: PG-13
Contains: oc character death, violence, fantasy au, h/c, asexuality
Words: 649
Summary: In a dire situation, John has no choice but to reveal a part of himself that he’d been trying to forget.

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Author: heeroluva
Fandom: Sherlock
Pairing: John/Sherlock
Rating: NC-17
Contains: h/c, d/s, oral, asexual Sherlock
Words: 1309
Summary: It’s John who knows when he is drowning, John who always saves him.

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